Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Midnight..
I have to confess that I do feel tired these days.., soooo much to study.., soooo much to do.., I just want to finish this university and have a break for a while, enjoy the small things and don´t have to be in a rush all the time..I hate that.
I´d better get going back to studies...
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Cursed or Blessed?
From my point of view I can tell that it´s a blessing, even though it has of course it´s own disadvantages.., I´ve got into a looooot of problems because of "knowledge" but at the same time I´ve got a huge amount of opportunities because of it...., so the answer to my question is that it has as everything a BALANCE (Like I always say), and if you can´t keep that balance then get prepared because problems are going to be reaching you. One good balances one bad.., which is equal to 0 !! So 0 is the answer...., like everything.., just take a look at one of the smallest things on earth: An Atom.., which is composed of positive and negative charges always looking for a balance.., and if doesn´t get it, it becomes something else.....
Short but interesting.
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Pico y Placa
I saw it´s plate and saw that it ended in 0, wich means that it had pico y placa
today, and the "azules" where putting an infraction on him.., and I thought for
myself.., poor lady.., and continued driving..., then I started to think and
realized that today (Wednesday) I have pico y placa, so I had 2 options..., the
first one was to stop, and the second one was to avoid the law and continue on
my way to my office that by the way was quite near... I decided to stop and parked
in an empty spot of a building.., and from there I saw the road that I was supoussed t
to take.., and guess what.., at the end of it were 2 "azules"..., which means
that if I didn´t stop like I did the the most probably thing is that I would
have gotten an infraction......
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Hot Chocolate
my grandma when she was young.., so I can somehow imagine
how old it is..., while it´s raining. The roof
is made of wood, so you can feel every single drop of rain that fall´s over it.
I´m already writing my thesis..., silence is everywhere.., no linghts at all in
the surroundings....
The maid just brought me a cup full of empanadas a and hot chocolate, which is perfect
because I´m kind of freezing... I would rather definetively being by the chimenee but
the thing is that my family is there and there´s a lot of noise, so I won´t be able
to get concetrated.
It´s sad to not be able to be with them, sharing, laughing, and doing all of
the things that they´re doing right now.., because this doesn´t happen quite
often...., instead I need to write this Thesis to be able to get graduated..., which by now is
47 pages long already..., and I have to add to it a lot of things that I haven´t finished
figuring them out already.., so I would say that I´m on a 35% ~ 40% of progress..
In the other hand I was supoussed to start writing again my thesis today at 1:00PM, but after
seeing david´s bicicross competence at the columbus school and getting pretty wet
I was just so tired.., so I just falled asleep until 5:00PM.... I woke up and started
writing it again.. It´s 7:22PM and I think I´ll continue until late in the night.
After 3 hours of typing, I´m posting here again...., and now I´ve written 72 pages non-stop...., which
in my opinion is a good advance....
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
No time at all !
There´s something that I haven´t posted here already, codenamed ITP, but I don´t want to get into details upon I have something more certain that what I have now....
My last post was "Maybe" and it was yesterday.., I really liked that song.., from stereophonics.., it has a "I don´t what in a I don´t know where", I guess that´s the reason I liked it sooo much.
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Maybe..
Maybe something
Maybe nothing
All I know is friend
Its nothing new
Maybe its me
What is to be?
Maybe lucky
All I ask is where
Were sposed to be
I give a lot
I take a lot
Its nothing new to me
Maybe youve grown
Am I so wrong
How longs too long
All I want is us to be happy
Maybe moving
Always proving
Am I losing
All thats meant to be?
Thats meant to be?
Ya hear a lot
Ya told a lot
Its nothing new to me
Maybe laughing
Something lacking
Always sometimes
All I hear is how, its meant to be
Maybe learning
Always searching
Am I asking
Things Ill know too soon?
Ill know too soon
We talk a lot
Dont do a lot
Its nothing new to me
I give a lot
I take a lot
Its nothing new to me
Thursday, April 13, 2006
Funny Picture..
The one on my left is my uncle Diego with a kind of modification too on his forehead.
Book : )
Amazon.com
"Community, Identity, Stability" is the motto of Aldous Huxley's utopian World State. Here everyone consumes daily grams of soma, to fight depression, babies are born in laboratories, and the most popular form of entertainment is a "Feelie," a movie that stimulates the senses of sight, hearing, and touch. Though there is no violence and everyone is provided for, Bernard Marx feels something is missing and senses his relationship with a young women has the potential to be much more than the confines of their existence allow. Huxley foreshadowed many of the practices and gadgets we take for granted today--let's hope the sterility and absence of individuality he predicted aren't yet to come. --This text refers to an out of print or unavailable edition of this title. "
I finish reading it yesterday, and it like it very much...., sometimes I even think that today society shall have some of the points he describes it in the book where the concept of "individual" doesn´t exist at all, but as I said "ONLY SOMETIMES!!!" because somehow that would create a kind of order, balance and equity in this unbalanced world.
We can see in nature, ants for example since the first moment they born they already have a place and a described function in their society, for example the workers ants are going to be workers for the rest of their lives until they die, you won´t never see a worker ant becoming a warrior, or become king or something like that.., that´s how they keep their balance, and we can see that panorama in other species..., but the problem comes when the species can think and when the species can make questions about his own life..., when it sees differences...
In the other hand, a question that just came to my mind.., what would happen if in Huxley´s society people ran out of "soma"?? if for any reason the natural resources used to make it just ran out ?? I guess they would figure something else out, but in the meantime their society would become a chaos !!! So, he´s world is not perfect at all for the simple reason that people is not happy, and that´s why they need to be taking that pills all the time..., so is it really worth it to have a balanced world if people is unhappy? Switzerland for example is somehow a "perfect" country full of beauty, full of nature and with no crime, no poverty, no hunger, no nothing !!! But is the country with the HIGHEST rate of suicide !!!!!
Latin America, one of the most poor continets in the world, acording to a research is where people lives more happier !!! and if we take a deep look we have a lot of poverty, crime, and I can continue listing things here... BUT that´s what makes the difference, that´s what makes that every day counts ! that every day is different and has its own flavor !! Maybe the feeling that we don´t know how tomorrow is going to be is what keep us like that..
I guess unbalance is the price that we have to pay for being happy......
Hangover..
Yesterday was poveda´s birthday.., we went to "El Sombrero" in Envigado City..., we had a pretty cool time..., the thing is that I didn´t have dinner.., so at poveda´s house I had 3 tequillas and that was enough to get me drunk.., well not drunk exactly but a little bit.
I think that the last time that I drank was 1 or 2 months ago..., so much work, so much study..., so many things...
I´m trying to work in my thesis and at the same give poveda advice on his and honestly I can´t focus.., I hate when that happens.., I mean..., being hangovered is the worst.
Tonia drove my car yesterday.., I wasn´t that drunk to not being capable of driving..., but it was just as a precaution..., it´s just so good when you have somebody that takes care of the driving..
Today is Thursday and I´ve advanced so much my thesis..., I haven´t done anything except working on it........, I need a rest.
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Quote of the day..
Among those whom I like or admire, I can find no common denominator, but among those whom I love, I can: all of them make me laugh.
- WH Auden
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Surgery on it´s way..
Monday, April 10, 2006
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Visual Studio At It Again :-)
So I decided I didn't have any more gunpowder in my Page_Load - it wouldn't fire!! In having problems with my default.aspx page not running the Page_Load function I found out after watching the files that Visual Studio .NET was removing my code from the InitializeCompenent() function. I am not sure why but I simply replaced:
this.Load += new System.EventHandler(this.Page_Load);
in the function and I was good to go. Of course this also can apply if a form doesn't seem to submit on your onClick code for a button isn't running (ASP.NET onClick code). If this is the case make sure it has a System.EventHandler in the InitializeComponent() function.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Perfume..
Then another woman came in, this time the effect was completely different..., her perfume smelled pretty bad, like hell (Well, I haven´t been in hell so..), but it was like a very artificial smell, like something extrange, without essence, without that special thing........, like sour..., like somehting that you don´t want to get into your nose..., like something that you wish didn´t existed...
3 $200 coins !
Got it, i also found the other coin at the Gym too..
Maybe a magical number ?? Let´s try some combinations: 3200, 600, 2300, 5 (+ of all the numbers), 3020, 2030, 2003, 3002..., does any one of this numbers means anything to me?? Kind of cryptic though..
Monday, April 03, 2006
Paintball....

After that incident we continued playing and had plenty of fun...
Esteban el mago..

This activity was organized by "El CES", a very important university in Medellín.
+/-
located in a very poor zone of the city.
I´ve never seen before anybody so happy because he or she is going to be
photographed !! This kids enjoyed every single part of the process..., I wish
sometimes I could do the same.....

I feel a lot of sorry for them, they are children with no oportunities at all even
if there´s some people that say that they have plenty of them, a lot of missing
things on their lifes like LOVE, sometimes their parents can´t pay enough atention
to them because of the long hours that they have to work just to earn a minimum
salary (today is the day where I can´t already understand how can anybody live with
that amount of money.... and in most of the cases more than 4 people live with this
amount for 1 month), maybe they can´t eat three times or as many as we want each
day, childrens that in a lot of situations have to work just to get a little bit of
money to buy the food of the day, money that for example we spend in expensive
clothing, party, travelling, cocktails, cafés, etcetera, etcetera, etcetera....
The only conclusion that I can get here is that life is not fair.., what I mean
is.., what makes me different.., what did I do, or what did they do, or who choose
why I´m where I am, and why one of those kids is where he is ? I mean, why amn´t I
in their position and they in mine? Or why aren´t we in the same situation?? It´s
just not fair...
Why everything needs to have two sides instead of only one???....for example black
or white, love or hate, happines or sadness, hot or cold, poor or rich, low or high,
vanilla or chocholate, friendly or unfriendly, ally or enemy, live or die, give or
take, construct or destruct, breathe or not breathe, ying or yang, kill or born,
down or up, left or right, good or wrong, hell and heaven, angel or deamon, proton
or electron, known or unknow....., why aren´t we in the same position ?? in the same
situation? In the same side? In the same edge? That would avoid a lot of conflicts
and wars.... The only answer that I find for this is that we need the balance to
LIVE, YESSSS !!! but at the same time a balance that is killing us !
Some people say that freedom is the ability to choose, yes I agree with that, but at
the same time I think that the ability to choose is somehow a curse in a world where
things are NOT well balanced, like ours.... I know that choosing makes the
difference, for good or bad..., but just take a look at it from this point of view..
How diferent the world would be if we wouldn´t need to make any choice at all in
our lifes..., for the simple reason that the "choice as choice" didn´t exist at all!
No choices !! which means..., a simpler life.., somehow untasty..., but without all
the sad things that we see today...., everybody on the same situation, a kind of
global comunism, but without a top, without a government, without a board, without
rich people, without poor people.... But I guess that in this "perfect" situation I
would also find people trying to take advantage of others, trying to get more from
the others..., which if he look in the long term will get as a result the same
situation that we have today...... So then I guess that the problem is not the
balance, it´s the human kind itself...
Friday, March 31, 2006
Lizard

Photographer: Camilo Duque.
Today I came by the same sidewalk and realized that it wasn´t where I left it yesterday, so I guess it got better and moved away...
While I was taking the Lizard camilo took this picture.
Sunday, March 26, 2006
Sunday Morning...
-Eggs with tomato,onions and cheese.
-Pancakes with butter and honey.
-Banana Milkshake.
Im seriously thinking on creating a time window called "Esteban´s Time" where I´m going to be unplugged from the world, I´ll turn off my mobile phone, no fixed phone, no internet...., no interruptions, no nothing.., just time for me, to think, to read, to do things that I enjoy and I like. It will be probably one hour or so....., the thing is that these days I´m doing something the hole time, no spare time at all, and that´s something that I really need.
This week seems to be a little bit more pacefully, I only have one task to give on friday which is cool, but in the other side of the coin, I have to continue working on my thesis, working on Analisis Numerico´s final project, and a bunch of other things that I don´t know where am I going to get the time to doing them...
That´s all for now..
Friday, March 24, 2006
Hope..
Old !!
I just got them yesterday from a friend that I almost had to beg him in order to get a copy of´em, thanks for that Poveda.., you just better go an do Kung-Fu !!
This trip was in "El Peñol", a dam that is huge and wonderfull. It produces a lot of energy and years ago was a good place to go fishing, today you can catch some (Very small by the way) but not like in the old days where you could easy catch 40 or 50 in one day of a very good size.

The weather was just sooo cool, and we had a pretty good party over the deck until pretty late in the night..., one of this guys released the cable from where it was tied to (In the earth), so the people who were above it went very far away from the border (Including me), after 30 mins poveda and I realized that it was going to be a problem to get the deckback to the border if we didn´t realize something..., having in mind that the boat wasn´t repaired yet because the engine was kind of "dusty" we jumped into the water and started pulling and pulling the deck, finally after swimming 30 minutes we arrove to the border with the deck full of people (It was almost dark).
The next day couldn´t manage to fix the boat at all so we lose a huge amount of fun however that didn´t stopped us from having a good time !
BTW, I got caught in another picture sleeping..., didn´t find it so I didn´t published it here... Why am I getting caught in the pics sleeping so much ????
Thursday, March 23, 2006
New Pets !!

He´s living in the farm.
In the other hand there´s "Crypto", my new fish.., it´s a Beta. The story of this fish is quite particular.., somehow I gave it as a present to a certain somebody, and then I have to take it back..., because that certain somebody wasn´t taking enough care of it.. Now it´s living in my room, near my bed...., so I feel some kind of special company each night...
I´ll post a picture of him soon.., the thing is that I´m never early at home, so taking a picture at night it´s kind of complicated.., however I promess that I will take one this weekend and post it here...
That´s all for now.
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Girl or Boy.., what would you rather?
-What do you feel when you like very much a boy, and you want him to kiss you soo badly?
So she gave me her answer, and after that I told her what a boy feels when he wants to kiss a girl... In the end both answers converged to the same point.., however, the final question here was:
What´s worst? Being that girl wanting to be kissed?? or being that boy trying to figure out if he will or not kiss the girl (Maybe because he´s afraid of doing it)????
Also, take in mind that this question came under a conservative idea.
Napster..
So as I was saying.., I started to read the book for aproximately 45 mins, after that I was very sleepy, so I went to my car and took a 1:15 nap !! then when I woke up I was late 20 mins for my next class, but it wasn´t the big deal. Now I´m just here at the office, got the notice that I got switched AGAIN of project, am I a Fireman or what ??? I definetively hate that and that is boring me so much at this work....
Regarding the title of this post, believeme, when you feel tired and sleepy, just take a small nap and you´ll wake up like having new alkaline batteries!
Friday, March 17, 2006
No title..
It´s 9PM and I don´t know if I´m going to go out or not..., I would like just to make something different, but at the same time I´m just so tired that I think that if I just step out of this door I´m going to fall asleep wherever I go...
This weekend is going to be long because monday is holiday, the bad thing of it is that I have a big exam on tuesday (Análisis Numérico) so I guess my weekend is going to be all but fun...., so when I´m not at work during the weekends I have to study.., it´s not fair..., I need some time to chill....., but as always.., it will come when the time is right...
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
By the window..
It´s raining and I like that..., it feels very cozy, the perfect ambient for me to study, or to read a book or to watch a good movie. Talking of books I just finished "El perfume" today.., it was a pretty good book, didn´t like the end too much though..
Test...

Which File Extension are You?

Which OS are You?
Sunday, March 05, 2006
Caught asleep..
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Lost !
It happens that I arrove today to the university sooooo sleepy at 6AM..... It was 9:10AM and I realized that I had forgotten something on my car, so I went to the parking lot (The university has two, one in the opposite side of the other one..) and searched and searched and searched for my car...., I searched for about 10 minutes without success..., so I started to go back in time and realized that it was in the other parking lot.., so I did the traveling between them and finally found it... It was just funny to see how sleepy I was this morning...
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Wishing you were here...
Wish You Were Here
So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change? And did you exchange
a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl,
year after year,
running over the same old ground. What have we found?
The same old fears,
wish you were here.
Monday, February 20, 2006
Lucid Dream..
The funny thing is that right now I´m eating a mango..., so I eat a piece of it, and my mouth send the signals to my brain telling it that it tastes yummy....., so I enjoy it and continue eating.., one piece after another.... The same thing happens on a dream.., only electrical charges that make me beleive that what I´m doing is "real", but here I come again.., what´s the definition of "real" ?? What about "electric impulses" ????
I know.., that would sound pretty sad and empty, because life is more than that...., but then.., what´s that "more than that" ?????
Suddenly this movie "Vanilla sky" comes to my mind..., and what if there´s a way to create a "lucid dream" where you can be that person that you always wanted to be ? The point is, what difference would it make to live in a dream that you don´t know it´s a dream, and a "real life" that you don´t know what it is ?
BTW, I couldn´t wake up this morning for 6AM class...
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Capuccino over me...
And that´s not the end of story..., while we were drinking the coffees at the store I started to play with the smal stick that they give you to spin the sugar !! Spin spin sugar !!! Spin Spin sugar !!! So ok, I was playing with it, spining the sugar, and happens that I did spill my yummy capuccino over the hole table..., and I just have tasted it a couple of times..., the lady from the counter saw my sad accident and gave me a new one.. Of course that all the people that were with me were joking and laughing..., anyway it was fun though.
Sunday, February 12, 2006
One Hundred Rules for NASA Project Managers.
1.A project manager should visit everyone who is building anything for his project at least once, should know all the managers on his project (both government and contractor), and know the integration team members. People like to know that the project manager is interested in their work and the best proof is for the manager to visit them and see first hand what they are doing.
2.Don't get too egotistical so that you can't change your position, especially if your personnel tell you that you are wrong. You should cultivate an attitude on the project where your personnel know they can tell you of wrong decisions.
3.A manager who is his own systems engineer or financial manager is one who will probably try to do open heart surgery on himself.
4.The seeds of problems are laid down early. Initial planning is the most vital part of a project. The review of most failed projects or project problems indicate the disasters were well planned to happen from the start.
5.Cooperative efforts require good communications and early warning systems. A project manager should try to keep his partners aware of what is going on and should be the one who tells them first of any rumor or actual changes in plan. The partners should be consulted before things are put in final form, even if they only have a small piece of the action. A project manager who blindsides his partners will be treated in kind and will be considered a person of no integrity.
6.You cannot watch everything. What you can watch is the people. They have to know you will not accept a poor job.
7.If you have someone who doesn't look, ask, and analyze; ask them to transfer.
8.People who monitor work and don't help get it done never seem to know exactly what is going on (being involved is the key to excellence).
9.There is no greater motivation than giving a good person his piece of the puzzle to control, but a pat on the back or an award helps.
10.Hide nothing from the reviewers. Their reputation and yours is on the line. Expose all the warts and pimples. Don't offer excuses—just state facts.
11.Documentation does not take the place of knowledge. There is a great difference in what is supposed to be, what is thought to have happened, and reality. Documents are normally a static picture in time that get outdated rapidly.
12.Being friendly with a contractor is fine—being a friend of a contractor is dangerous to your objectivity.
13.There is only one solution to a weak project manager in industry—get rid of him fast. The main job of a project manager in industry is to keep the customer happy. Make sure the one working with you knows that it is not flattery but on-schedule, on-cost, and a good product that makes you happy.
14.Remember the boss has the right to make decisions. Even if you think they are wrong, tell the boss what you think but if he still wants it done his way; do it his way and do your best to make sure the outcome is successful.
15.Never ask management to make a decision that you can make. Assume you have the authority to make decisions unless you know there is a document that states unequivocally that you can't.
16.Most of yesteryear's projects overran because of poor estimates and not because of mistakes. Getting better estimates will not lower costs but will improve NASA's business reputation. Actually, there is a high probability that getting better estimates will increase costs and assure a higher profit to industry unless the fee is reduced to reflect lower risk on the part of industry. A better reputation is necessary in the present environment.
17.All problems are solvable in time, so make sure you have enough schedule contingency—if you don't, the next project manager that takes your place will.
18.Wrong decisions made early can be recovered from. Right decisions made late cannot correct them.
19.Never assume someone knows something or has done something unless you have asked them; even the obvious is overlooked or ignored on occasion, especially in a high stress activity.
20.Never make excuses; instead, present plans of actions to be taken.
All of these ideas were extracted from the following link:
http://www.altisinc.com/Links/100_Rules.html#ProjectMgr
are you asking me that if I´m used to that ?
Anyway.......
Thursday, February 09, 2006
The sweet is not as sweet without the sour...
So far I´ve been realizing that if I want something, and I get that something pretty easy I don´t enjoy it, or well, maybe I enjoy it for a while but it doesn´t last long..., to make my idea more clearer I´m going to use an example... Imagine that you´re playing a computer game, you´re in a level where you have to rescue the kidnaped princes (The usual game, huh?) by a very very evil character.... So you try and you try and you try and nothing, you´re not able to rescue her, you always get defeated by the evil guy........, you try for days until you manage to rescue her.... the result of it is that you enjoy it soooo much, you tell to all your friends, you tell them how you did it and how you learned to defeat the bad guy, so it creates a discussion and then you get calls from your friends asking you how you did it and soo and soo on........, the thing is that you went throughout a lot of stuff to learn how to defeat it.
Now let´s see the other face of the coin... You type a cheat code on the game and suddenly you defeat the bad guy and rescue the prince in a matter of seconds... The result? The game makes no sense now (At least for me)....., so my conclusion is that when things are easy they´re not as interesting as when they´re challenging........, I always want new challenges..., and that´s something that from one perspective it´s ok, but from another it isn´t...... The point that I want to make here is when is it going to end? When my life ends? When I get where I want to get ? I know that this last one is not the answer... ,because there´s always going to be another challenge..., and as human been happiness is only a uthopy, is something that doesn´t exist at all, or at least something that is continues..., what I mean is that you can reach it just for moments...., then it´s gone...., then it appears again..., it´s like a kind of balance.., just imagine you being happy all the time..., you won´t be able to realize what happiness is then because you haven´t tasted the sour and the ugly...., don´t having as a result a point of comparison. Then I realize that the sweet is not as sweet without the sour......., and if you taste the sweet for a long time eventualy you get tired of it so you´ll want to get some sour.., the same happens in the opposite direction.., so in order to keep things working a balance must exists..., and that´s what life is about.
Friday, February 03, 2006
Sad....
Well, so I looked to my right and saw this guy, 6:02AM in the morning, and I ask myself, what is he doing here at this time..., and at what time did he have to wake up to arrive here, because I´m pretty sure that he lives in the other side of the city...
He´s just sitting on a small box, looking to the infitie while he enjoys a cigarrete...., he´s wearing the same clothes as he wear almost every day...., I feel sad for him...., and at the same time I find myself useless at least for him at the moment..., I can give him some money, but it will only fix some of his problems for the day.., it won´t be a permanent solution..., and that´s the sad part of the story.., I mean, he can feed his family for one day, maybe for a couple of days, but what about the rest of the week? the rest of the month? the rest of the year?
Thousands of people are in the same situation right now..., and somehow I just feel useless because regargind that I´m doing something for it it´s not enough....., and it´s not fair that while most of us are having a good time, eating well or maybe at least having something to eat, going out and spending money on drinks, money that for this people will last for one week or two and not only for one person but for a few of them...., again that´s not fair. Sometimes I just feel so bad when I go out and at the end of the night when I pay the bill I realize that with this money a family that right now doesn´t have anything to eat could be eating maybe for a week..., again, that it´s not fair... I just feel bad about it...
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Like a Kid..
-Esteban
Monday, January 16, 2006
One shot, one kill !
In the last round I got shot in my abdomen, in the only part where I wasn´t protected, so today I have a pretty nice purple thing where the paintball did hit me.
From today one week reamin to start the university again, I want to start but at the same time I don´t want to..., I want this semester to go as slow as possible...., reasons ?? there are sooooo much....
Later.
Monday, January 09, 2006
Vacations...

Here´s another one:

I´m just soooo tired that I´m not going to write anymore about it today, but instead, I´ll do it tomorrow.
cya
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Christmas with my family again !!
We spent the 24 at my farm, just imagine this: The whole of your family in the same place, a cold night, a chimney and the house full of christmas decoration everywhere... In the photo the christmas tree is not being displayed, however it was pretty nice.
The food was awesome, but as I said before, being together again was the best.
There´s one dog in the picture, did you find it already ? jajaja, because I was just writing this and saw him !

Merry Christmas for everybody !!
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Collected Quotes from Albert Einstein.
"God does not care about our mathematical difficulties. He integrates empirically."
"Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love."
"A person starts to live when he can live outside himself."
"I never think of the future. It comes soon enough."
"Sometimes one pays most for the things one gets for nothing."
"Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new."
"Everything should be made as simple as possible, but not simpler."
"The secret to creativity is knowing how to hide your sources."
"The only thing that interferes with my learning is my education."
"The whole of science is nothing more than a refinement of everyday thinking."
"Technological progress is like an axe in the hands of a pathological criminal."
"The most incomprehensible thing about the world is that it is comprehensible."
"We can't solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them."
"The important thing is not to stop questioning. Curiosity has its own reason for existing."
"Equations are more important to me, because politics is for the present, but an equation is something for eternity."
"If A is a success in life, then A equals x plus y plus z. Work is x; y is play; and z is keeping your mouth shut."
"I know not with what weapons World War III will be fought, but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones."
"No, this trick won't work...How on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love?"
"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and all science. He to whom this emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead: his eyes are closed."
"A man's ethical behavior should be based effectually on sympathy, education, and social ties; no religious basis is necessary. Man would indeeded be in a poor way if he had to be restrained by fear of punishment and hope of reward after death."
"Not everything that counts can be counted, and not everything that can be counted counts."
; )
Monday, December 19, 2005
Energy Level: Pretty low..
Carambolas is a very very poor neighborhood where we are working with a program called "La Caja del Amor", basically what we do is that we collect boxes full of groceries, toys, clothes, and food and give them to the people who live there... Yesterday was the big day, after a couple of months gathering boxes we gave them away. It was so nice to see that people very very happy receiving their box, and giving as many "thank´s" as they could to everybody!
Playing with the kids there was also awesome..., spent some money buying ice creams for them..., they were very happy because of that !!
As I was saying at the begining, I just feel like if I gave all of my energy away to those people and those kids, that´s why I feel completely depleted of it.....
I just feel so lucky to be who I´m, to have a family, to have a house, a car, an education, food for every day that I open my eyes, but at the same time I feel bad for them. I think and I think and I can´t find not even one logic reason of why I have what I have and those kind´s and those people don´t have anything ! It´s something that´s not fair ! So my question is WHY ! just why ! and again, can´t find not even one reason....
To finish this post..., it´s great the feeling after helping them, even though if there´s no energy to enjoy it.
Friday, December 16, 2005
No Distorsion was a complete KAOS !!
Played paintball on wednesday with my folks against the No Distorsion and KAOS miniteca, it was just a mess, I mean, no distorsion ended like a complete KAOS !! we just painted them so much that at the end they looked like painters !!!
I was out of the paintball wars since 1 month and a half, so I tought that I was going to be eliminated pretty easy..., well, I was wrong on that, I didn´t receive not even one shot...., awesome!
I just got a cold on wednesday also after playing, I have no idea why..., at the office some people has it, and we´re with AC the hole day, so all the we´re breathing the same air !! that definetively sucks, because if somebody has something, it´s almost granted that another somebody is going to get it... TOO BAD!!
Today is the christmas party here at DDB, I´m not sure if I´m going or not to stay..., honestly just want to rest...
Yesterday saw "War of 2 worlds" directed by Steven Spilberg (not so sure about how to write his lastname), I liked that movie very much..., specially the end...., what killed the aliens...., the bacteria that causes the common cold to humans.... The message was pretty clear.
What I liked most, is that in the movie they don´t talk about the ideology of the aliens, only the consequences of it which in this case is translated into the extermination of the human kind.
Monday, December 05, 2005
Thursday, December 01, 2005
Perfection..
Finally that gray cloud that was over my head is going far far away, hope to not have to see it again soon.., however I learned some tecniques to make it go away faster....
This weekend I´m going to the end of the world, or at least that´s how I call that place..., I´ll post some pic´s next week !
Cya..
Broken...
I asked then for a stainless steel belt, they didn´t have it by that moment, so they told me that they would arrive in a week, one week later nothing, one month later nothing, two months later and nothing..., six months later and nothing !! one year and finally it´s here..., funny though that I bought a watch, used it for 6 months, then wasn´t able to use it for a year and now I have to pay 30% of the watch price for the belt ! That´s not aceptable I said, plus that I´ll send a letter to the company...., it´s not the big deal..., but companies should have a little bit of respect for their customers !!! My watch was being drepeciated and I wasn´t even using it !! jajajaja, I just wanted to use the word "depreciated"..., anyway that´s funny, happens all the time everywhere......
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Stuff...
Today I started the Gym, it was not bad for the first day, I ran 1,4KM in 30 mins.., did a lot of other things and somehow my mind got some fresh air. Met with a friend from archery there, long time without seeing her..
Also received my new Matriz and Home Theather today, I´m just so happy to be able to sleep in a hugeeeeeeeeee bed..., and also watch movies with full sound effect !! Groovy !!!
At work, I can´t complain, now I´m a software arquitect, which means muchhhhhhh more responsability, but I like it !!!
Sunday, November 20, 2005
Confidence..
Can´t wait to get my new HT.
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
An Inconsistency of my coherent inconsistences.
There are days like today for me where I question myself about everything..., and honestly I like that in a way but not in another one...., it´s weird...., that´s what I call an "inconsitency of my coherent inconsistences"..
I´ll better go to sleep.....
Drinking some Grog !

Well, yesterday I was drinking grog.., jajjaja, well, actually it wasn´t grog, it was only beer but I wanted to call it today "grog"...... I was there with juanma and sebastian ochoa, a friend that´s doing a traineesheep in the US (miami to be more precise), it was such a good time with them...., we drank 2 "yardas" ??? I don´t know the correct name for that, but just imagine a huge glass, very thin, but very tall, like 1,5 mts........, anyway, we drank 2 of those together and at the end we were somehow a little bit drank thanks to that.. We spoke about everything..., and when I say everything is everything........
Good times to remember......
Friday, November 11, 2005
I was going 2005...but...
Today came to my mind the idea of get into the gym again.., I´m just feeling soooo rusty..., and I can´t let that happen..., so probably I´ll start next week, not so sure of it already but it´s something that my body is asking me for..
New OS is like a new life...., well, those who are involved deeply with computers know what I mean........., it´s like starting again from zero ! no errors, no problems at all, but they should be arriving soon...., you know.., the usual trash...
My thesis is doing OK, I need to focus on it during this long weekend....., so this won´t be a FWS weekend (Those letters stand´s for Free-Work-Styudy).
Sunday, November 06, 2005
01:29AM on Saturday Night..
I´m definetively going to rest..........
-bye bye
Monday, October 31, 2005
Almost in the other side..
I feel much more relaxed now to face the final exams.....
On saturday went to a party near by Girardota in a farm.., the place was very cool, the funny thing is that 2 years ago I was spending a weekend in that farm with my parents ( we did rent it) and I said: It will be so cool to have a party here. The DJ was in the middle of the pool, the sound and lights were awesome, my friend Richie played there and was amazing..., the bad things were the Dj´s that followed him, because the music lost a lot of rythm and from my point of view did throw the party to the floor.. taking live again with another DJ at 5AM (I was sleeping in my car by that time) so overall I can say that the place was very cool but the party wasn´t.
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Sitting on my desk..
It´s now 10:00PM and I just checked the Alcoa server and only a part of it was there...., who knows what happened..., anyway it´s not the big deal.., it´s a 156MB file..., and using a T1 connection that´s not a problem.., so well, now I´m sitting on my desk at home doing the upload which is going quite fast.., then I need to uncompress the file and install it.., sounds easy, huh ?
Vpn´s are just and simple a great invention....., right now I can say that I have a hugeeeee bridge of lan´s connected between them while I work throughout VPN´s........., that´s amazing.., work locally from the distance.
Well, what else can I say...... Oh, now I remembered that I was going to post some NYC pictures.., so I´m just going to download them from my digi and post´em here.

This is a "casual" picture.., it´s just so funny. Esteban appears looking like in a casual picture, the thing is that is not casual at all, he´s simulating it to look like it is casual.., so funny.., with the liberty statue in the distance...., and holding a delicious capuchino.....
Groovy, now the file is up, so I better start deploying it !
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
After All....
Working there was amazing, very intelligent and hard working people where each of them has it´s very own style, all of them were very friendly and helpfull, and the best things it that the work atmosphere was gorgeous, this because each part of the team had a lot of knowledge on the area where he or she was.
I won´t never forget this equation that I read on wired magazine:
Best Technology + Best Conditions + Best People = Best Results.
And that´s what I found there......., that´s why I want to be there, and I will be there.
It was just so cool to play some xbox if you just got tired of coding or something else, get relaxed and then start again.....
I want to put some pictures here, I didn´t take so much thuogh, sadly I haven´t downloaded them from my Digi, and the thing is that I always put here that I will post them later and I never do, will I do it this time ??? Wont I ??? Hell no !!! I have to !!!!
That was for work...
For party, went with Pica, Brendan and Andrea to Crobar, Ferry Corsten was there, and it was amazing...., one of the things that I always enjoy and try to do is when I go to another country do some partying in local disco´s, and NY was not the exception..... Stayed there until morning, so wasted next day but it was worth it..., people there was very friendly...., overall the partying experience was exceptional.
For Tourism,
Went to Ground Zero and I was so fucking impressed with that "HOLE", each time that I was seeing arround I couldn´t avoid to imagine what people could felt being there, how many people died there, how many people lost their loved ones...., It´s a huge hole in the middle of buildings..., I felt a freezing silence there.., it´s a scary view.
Well, that´s all for now..., have to get back to work and I hope to post pic´s this time...
Sunday, October 02, 2005
Sitting in the airport..
The hotel is already booked, it´ll be "Jazz on the Park", which is very close to central park. Llet´s see ow it looks like..
Estimated arrival time is 12:00AM. Lot´s of people here waiting in this room..., and while I see them I ask myself what´s the purpose of their travel, what are they going to do, who are they going to see, will they be happy to leave the country ? Will they be sad ? Will they be running away ? Are they going to see they beloved ones ? Business ??
The plane is being filled up with lot´s of baggage, it´s just so incredible that these machines can fly with all of this weight..., I think that this is one thing that always will be amazing me forever....
We just bought a present for the guy that we´re going to meet (Bruce), it´s not the big deal, but we bought him a nice mug plus some "Chocolatinas JET".
That´s all for now...., anyway I´ll be posting later..
Saturday, October 01, 2005
NYC..
I´m just to sleepy to post anything else right now, so I´ll better go to sleep.
Sunday, September 25, 2005
To my beloved audience...
Sometimes I can´t post that often.., which doesn´t mean that I don´t want to, it´s because sometimes I´m that bussy that I don´t have enough time.., I always have tried to at least post daily, but the reality is different., I was posting once a week..., but now my goal is to continue posting daily and in the worst case escenario twice a week.
And to finish this post, here are the statistics of visitors from all around the world and their respective collaboration to the trafic of this blog:
| Country | #´r of visits | Percentage | |
| 1. | Colombia | 896 | 44.5 % |
| 2. | Estados Unidos | 372 | 18.5 % |
| 3. | Alemania | 214 | 10.6 % |
| 4. | Perú | 90 | 4.5 % |
| 5. | Ecuador | 88 | 4.4 % |
| 6. | Chile | 85 | 4.2 % |
| 7. | Argentina | 48 | 2.4 % |
| 8. | Uruguay | 48 | 2.4 % |
| 9. | Reino Unido | 25 | 1.2 % |
| 10. | Francia | 14 | 0.7 % |
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Saturday, September 24, 2005
if it didn´t work, try again and again and again... until..
Chop - Chop !!
Finally the weekend comes...
YEsterday party at work beacause of the "Amor y Amistad" day..., did had a good time..., and something very funny did hapen to me.., I'll post the pic´s later on....., it was just sooooo funny, because usually I go to work and I bring my own lunch in a Bob Sponja "Lonchera" (Don´t know the word in english for it, but in case that you don´t know what a lonchera is, it is the case where the kids bring lunch everyday to school)..., so yesterday I went to buy some energetic´s drinks at 3:30 with pica because we were sooo tired.., when I arrove I didn´t see my Lonchera, and somebody told me that nacho took it.., so I went to his office and took his mobile as a hostage (He didn´t realize that I took it until very late)..., a couple of minutes later an email was sent to all the company saying that my lonchera was kidnaped, of course, the idea of this email was to shown to everybody on the company that I was carrying a kid´s lonchera everyday..., that was funny tough.. Later on, at 11:30 on the middle of the party my lonchera appeared, so a lot of people was laughing at me..., however it was funny.
That´s all for know.., right now I'm going to watch a movie and eat pop-corns with my mom.
Thursday, September 22, 2005
1:11AM
This last two weeks have been full of work and long nights, somehow this project where I´m working on, became like a challenge for me, in fact it is a challenge and I´m going to beat it at 101%.
Not much has happened these days...., at university I´m doing alright.., haven´t lost any exam already, hope not to anyway....
Well, I just wanted to post something here..., I´ve been hyper mega bussy so please dear blog, understand me...., you know I love you..
Ok, time to go to bed...
-Esteban
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Time has passed..
I received my passport 2 days ago, now with a brand new multiple B1/B2 entrey visa for USA., cool.
University it´s ok, studying quite a bit, la caja del amor is also ok, I bought the domain on tuesday (www.lacajadelamor.com), also got response from Todo 1 to put their virtual pay button, so everything these days is on track.., some problems at home I hope we can fix that as soon as possible.
Yesterday I received 10,000 paintballs, I started selling them today and I´ve sold 3,500 already, in case your´re interested the price is $70 each.
I also was looking for machinery to produce this things, but it looks sooo expensive (US 100,000 aproximately).., anyway i´ll continue searching..
Yesterday met with a girl from Minessota called Angela, she´s a friend of a friend that´s living in Bogota who´s moving soon to Medellin. We went for a beer and after that directly home, I was sooo tired.
My trip to NYC hasn´t been scheduled already...., first we need to finish this project, but I think that it will be between the 20th of sept and the 30 of it.
I think I´ll write an email to my friend Brendan to see if he´s going to be there or not.. Hey Buddy, if you´re reading this.., did you manage to get the position in London?.
Well Well, have to get back to my stuff, I´ll be posting often..
-Esteban
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
Good News from the Capital (Bogota)...
Today I was very scared at that embassy....
To begin the story, I left home at 4:30 AM and headed to the airport, got there at 5:20 AM, my fligh was with Aerorepublica at 6:20AM, it was just on time.., so I arrove here at bogota at 7:00 AM, took a taxi and arrove to the embassy at 7:30..., since then I was there, doing just and simply nothing except thinking: Am I going to get the visa ? Am I not ? Finally at 4:00 PM I had the interview which in a beginning was schduled to 11:00 AM.
It´s sad to see a lot of people crying, making their dreams go away because of a simple visa..., because they didn´t get it. I think that I would have felt very very sad right now if I didn´t that visa...., however the destiny was good with me this time, not like 4 years ago when they said "I´m sorry sir, but I cannot give you a visa today..."
In the other hand, I was very positive that I was going to get it, my passport was full of visas and stamps from the last year of my trip to Europe.., I think that helped me a lot.
Well, right now I´m on the "Diners Club VIP Waiting Room" at the "El Dorado" airport writing this while I wait for my flight at 5:50 PM which initially was scheduled for 8:20 PM, but I did manage to change it.
I need to get home ASAP because I need to continue studying for Economics Enginnering first parcial exam tomorrow.., I´m not that bad at it.., but I need to study !!
Well, that´s all for now.....
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Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Future is uncertain these days..
There´s a trip that maybe.., but that maybe seems to be very small now...., there´s a kind of cloud over it that each day that passes becomes more foggy making the trip less possible each time.
Yesterday was funny, here at the office, there´s a publicity agency doing an advertisement work for a newspaper called "El Colombiano", so one of the guys called me and asked me to take one picture kissing a girl, well not exactly kissing.., the idea was to make it look like if we were going to kiss but we didn´t.., it was funny though.
Saturday, August 27, 2005
Esteban !! You were in danger and you didn´t know !!
I woke up at 10:30 stayed in bed until 12:00 doing a lot of sort of things in my computer, and finally when I was ready I call to the garage and it was closed..., so I came home, and called to "Metrofrenos" that is a very good place, it was open, so I went there, and they told me that I had th replace the discs, and other very important pieces that were just toooo wasted..., the guy told me that it wasn´t that safe to have that pieces in that way... Finally they replace all the pieces and my breaking system was like new again...., I can feel the diference...
It was weird.., and the bill was huge.. arrghhhhhh
Virtual Past??
I think that in the last years I´ve done so much, but when I start to see all of this past informatoin I remember much more and realize even more all the things that I´ve donde since 2000, the most incredible thing is that almost all of that is inside my head, maybe not in an active way, but yes in a pasive one...., the mysterious thing here is that I can remeber every single line that I wrote..., and when I do, I remember much more things like sounds, smells, images associated to that situation.....
I´m just amazed with this computer, right now it´s sitting on my legs, and when I move it has a move detector, so it inactivates the hard disk to protect it from scratch or something like that..., the same thing happens if my computer falls from my hands..., it inactivates the hard drive to protect it from data loss..
Well, breakfast time.., so I´ll be back later.., so much things to do....
Tasks for this weekend..
1. Write my thesis project.
2. Study for Economics Engineering Quizz.
3. Study for Cuantitative Methods 2 first parcial exam.
4. Tune up B-software webpage.
5. Configure my new laptop IBM Thinkpad T43.
6. Take my car for a revision in the front left brake.
7. Read a book for Geopolitics.
8. Clean up my Dell Inspiron 6000.
Well, I think that´s all for now......, be posting more in case that I have more to do´s.
Thursday, August 25, 2005
Drained out..
For this weekend I have some things to study, have one parcial exam and one quizz, the parcial is for Metodos Cuantitativos 2, and the quizz is for Economics Engineering..., let´s see what happens.
In the other hand I´m kind of white mind today.., so I won´t write too much, however, I guess that I´ll post something more interesting later..
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Google, google google, now in IM.
This morning I had 6:00AM class, so I woke up at 5:00AM, the thing is that I was that sleepy that I just stayed for a couple of minutes more, and when I woke up it was 5:36AM, obviously I was late for class.., not the big deal however..
Today I have an appointmen with the head of my career in the university, and I´m going to expose him a project that I want to develop as my thesis, I have a good feeling about it, however, I´ll put more details if this think works.
Well, that´s it for now...........
BTW, I´m in the paintball fields again...
Thursday, August 18, 2005
Sleeping is definetively a waste of time...
Today I decided to come earlier than normal to my office (6AM to be more precise), the reason is because at this time in the morning everything is quiet..., I can be more productive.., but well, to be honest those are only excuses, the main reason is that my day becomes longer..., longer in terms of what I can do in one unit of time, in other words what I can do in one day.
There´s only one difficult thing, and is when at 5:00AM in the morning my mobile wakes me up to say: "Hey Esteban, time to wake up !!", in those minutes the only thing that I want to do is stay in my "nice and warm" bed...., but after I beat that feeling..., then everything is Ok.
Changing of topic, my mother gave me a very cool ultra small umbrella, I didn´t use it until yesterday!! God it was raining !!!!!! It was very helpfull, and at the same time very handy ! Thanks mom !!!
The Enginnering day was yesterday, so here at the office the "Zape Pelele" drew a comic of each one of us, it was soo funny, actually I look very similar in real life..., if I have the chance I´ll scan it and after that post it here.
What else can I say...., I guess that´s all for now....
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Started working on a new Project..
I´m sure that the divine power will be with me on this one....., it´s for a very very good cause, and I hope that you, the reader will buy at least one after the system is running, I´ll post some pictures here about what I´m talking about..., when I saw those pictures I was soo sad...., because you can see that these people doesn´t have anything at all, and we have everything...., those people get happy with a bag of rice, do we get happy with that ???
Might God be with you..
Monday, August 08, 2005
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Have a lot of things to do on this week, being bussy is good, because I can use almost all of my time in a very profitable way..
Well, I guess that's all for now.., my energy is kind of low plus that I'm tired right now, so I won't write that much.., anyway I dont have to much things to write these days..., actually I'm in the middle of a lot of things that may happen soon, but I rather not to post nothing until the alignment is ok.
I have been thinking quite a bit about my future, my plans.., and I now that I'm in the correct path, but at the same time I also know that I need to do some tuning and change some things that need to be fixed.
Tomorrow I'll be able to sleep a little bit more than usual because I have "pico y placa", which means that I can't take out my car before 8:30 AM, so I'll start working at 9:00AM.
Time for me to go to sleep.
Friday, August 05, 2005
I don´t have a title for this post..
This week has been full of work and study, today is finally friday, but the thing is that I have a class from 5PM until 9PM, and tomorrow I´ve a class from 8AM until 1PM, that´s great, isn´t it ? It means that today I can´t do much if I want to be able to go to class tomorrow, the good thing is that this asignature will end in 2 weeks !! I know that this schedule is very thight and difficult, but it was for only 1 month.., so it´s not the big deal at all. I´ll be with only 3 asignatures in 2 weeks then..., which is good, because this semester I don´t have that much time to study.
Yesterday I went to a charity dinner in "Caná de Galilea" which is a very fancy place in my city, the funny thing is that I went for dinner and I didn´t get one, in fact all the people who were siting at my table didn´t have dinner at all, why ? Because so many people went there that they ran out of meals very fast..., so what we got as dinner was the introductory dish twice and the dessert, no main dish at all, however it was ok, it was for a good cause.
With my drug prescription everything has been ok for the last 2 weeks that I´ve been taking it, I can get concentrated pretty easily, work without getting that tired at all, sleepy sensation is gone, getting as a conclusion that I wish I had gone to the NeuroDoc before... My performance has increased soooooooooo much...., soooo much that sometimes I can´t beleive it.
For this weekend I´ve no plans at all, maybe tomorrow I´ll go to my farm, cuz there´s going to be a "paella" there.., so that´s a posibility, I also have to study for a economics enginneering test next week, read some books for another asignatures, so I don´t think that I´ll do too much. I´m gonna try to play some paintball on sunday, haven´t played in 2 weeks..., I´ve a shape to take care off...jajajaja, anyway..., yesterday I took a haircut..., it´s just so incredible the price of a haircut here, I remember that the last year in CH going for one was an Impossible because of the price (60 CHF, which is in Colombian pesos $120.000), and here is just $7.000 Colombian pesos........ It´s just s incredible.
Well, I think that´s all for now....., I´ll be posting if anything new comes up..
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Monday, August 01, 2005
Update...Update..Update...
After picking him up we headed down again to Medellin, and meanwhile we were drinking Aguardiente in the car, not a very good safety driving practice.., however I wasn´t driving..
Poveda wanted to give the sourprise of his arrival to his family and his girlfriend se we helped him on that.., so the first thing that we did was to pick up my car because we were 4, then headed to Poveda´s girlfriend.., she was very excited when she saw her....., I really like that kind of sourprises.., you know.., I like them that much that I did the same with my parents when I got back from Europe. After picking her up we went to Juana´s house (another friend) and stayed there for 1/2 hour maybe..., and then to Poveda´s house.., some friends came by..., and after 1 hour his parent´s arrove.., they were very sourprised...., that was nice.
I left his house at 12:00 because I had to wake up early the next day (saturday) for "Mercadeo" class..., so that´s the end of that story.
Next day (saturday) after class I went to the "Cabalgata", for those who don´t recognize the word is somethign very typical from here from Medellin, is a day where a main road is closed and lot´s of people riding horses goes throughout it..., so there´s people everywhere..., drunk people, young people.., you can find everything !! I stayed there maybe until 5:00PM, after that I was very tired..., so I gave a lift to Poveda and his girlfriend to Andy´s place..., and after that I went to naty´s house....., the rest is history until the next day.., I was soooooooo tired.
On sunday did some studying, went also to the supermarket..., not big deal..., talk also to an old friend, Brendan from NYC and well..., that was all.
Today I had 6 AM class, it wasn´t that difficult to wake up..., and in the lunch brake the company gave us our new Id´s with a yummy lunch..., I think that I drink too much wine.., because I was like in the Nebulosa here in the rest of the afternoon, even though I managed to get concentrated after a couple of coffee´s...
My boss is leaving the company, she gave us the sad notice today..., I only had the chance to work with her for 2 months and it was a very good experience...., I´m gonna miss her so much..
Well, now it´s almost 5:30 PM, so I´ll be heading home...
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
An interesting definition that I found for Ritalin on the web...
Well, I have to wake up very early tomorrow for 6 AM class...., so I shall go to sleep, but before i'll wirte a few lines...
Today I took 30 MG of the drug..., didn't have any sleep desire in all the day.., I was focused on everything I did, I found a little bit of difficult to drive my car at night...., maybe it was because I was very tired..., and the best of all is that I was very calm...., took my time to do everything...., no hurries at all..
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Small Symptoms Update...
Symptoms ??
Well, I can´t say tooooo much..., actually I´ve felt that my concentration has increased when I´m doing something, when I´m talking to somebody I really get inside the conversation..., not like before that I did´t get inside at all...., I retain more words from something that I read couple of seconds ago..., I´m less acelerated.., I thing that I went from 8,000 RPM to 4,000 RPM..., well, it´s just an example......, however this things take time, but so far no complications, no headache, no stomach pain..., sometimes I feel like a empty sensation on my stomach..., no sleep sensation at all......
I´m taking my time to do everything...., however one day is not enough to write more words here...., anyway I´ll be posting if something comes out..
My horoscope today is sooooo true !
My zodiac sign is Cancer..., and this was extracted from msn daily horoscope...
My horoscope today is sooooo true !
My zodiac sign is Cancer..., and this was extracted from msn daily horoscope...
Fixing the small things...
Yesterday I went to the Doc, well, not exactly a common doctor, but one that is speciallized in the brain..., the reason why I went is because I´m just so tired of doing everything fast, of being like a motor when is over revolutions I mean over acelerated to do everything, to study, to read, to play, to go out, EVERYTHING!!!!!!!...., that´s how my life is..., and I definetively don´t like it at all...., and I need to change that.... Well, so I went there, we talk for one hour, did some tests..., and finally the doc said that my problem was a mix of hyperactivity with a bit of attention disorder..., nothing to get worried about.., but it can be solved..., so he prescribed me a 20mg - 30mg daily dose or ritalin...
I took my first one today at 7:45 AM, they say that it takes from 30 minutes to 45 to feel the effects.., well now is 9:13 AM and I´m just so relaxed...., like if the time were not passing at all...., will this be the fix to my speed problem ?? I hope it will........ I´ll be posting during the days any other symptoms that I may feel......
Right now I´ll finish reading email (I have 8) and after that continue with work...
Monday, July 18, 2005
Somebody did fart !!
Tooooooooooooo Tired today...
After we finished playing with these guys we played with another guys..., I didn´t like them a lot, but we did... Can you beleive that I got another shot in the right side of my neck form a distance of 2 meters from a team mate ???
Well...., that was it..
Now, I´m just sitting in my computer, waiting for a meeting to start.., and soooooo tired of yesterday, adding that today I had a 6:00AM class.., a killer one.
My schedule this semester is not that bad...
Mondays and Wednesdays: 6-8 AM Ingenieria Economica.
Mondays and Wednesdays: 12-2 PM Geopolitica.
Tuesdays and Thursdays: 5-7 PM Metodos Cuantitativos 2.
Friday: 5 - 9 PM Mercadeo.
Saturday: 8 - 12 Mercadeo.
Sunday, July 17, 2005
Working un sunday.....
The office is almost empty..., I´m developing a Virtual Catalog for the "X" company (You´ve got to understand that this informatin is confidential.....jajaja, I always wanted to say that...), and at the same time I´m performing an evaluation to a guy called "Sergio" that want to get inside the company, so let´s call this his "Admision Test".., well, we´ve have had a couple of problems with that because the computer where his working right now has rebooted itself several times.., which is pretty bad because the guy lost some of his work.
I'm a little bit stucked right now in my work because the specification that I have to perform some task are not clear enough.., that sucks.., and I don´t want to guess the way it should be. So I´ll do some other tasks that I´ve.
Finally I replaced my pair of oakleys.., I took them as my birthday present, I´m so happy with them.
I didn´t know that Jennifer Love Hewitt used to sing, well, right now I´m listening a couple of her songs.., right now playing: "Avenue of the stars"..jajajaj, from the "Barenaked" album, and I´ve to admit that it´s not bad at all.., actually she has a nice voice..
Well, have to get back to work..
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Nice Sunset..

The only thing that comes to my mind whenever I see this picture is tranquility...
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Un escrito que encontré del autor de "Pedro Responde.."
Para los que no sabe, "Pedro Responde" es un programita que supuestamente cuando se ejecuta se conecta con el alma de "Pedro" o sea un espiritu. Uno le empieza entonces a preguntar cuanta guevonada se le ocurre y el le responde todo tal cual es, fué demasiado charro porque el dia que lo vi por primera vez yo pensaba para mi: "Que es esta maricada tan rara..., como funciona?". Yo le dije al pelao que lo estaba manejando que le preguntara por favor que de que color eran mis zapatos, y efectivamente respondió "cafes", le dije que le preguntara que de que color era mi camisa y me dijo "De cuadros de tal y tal color..", yo no lo podia creer...., y a parte de eso luego me dijo que tenia un retenedor en la boca..jajajjaja, eso si fue la tapa..., de cualquier manera yo no creia en eso...... Luego de estar ahi un rato el pelao que lo estaba manejando me explico como funcionaba.., bastante simple por cierto..., y era basicamente de la siguiente manera:
Supongamos que yo le pregunto a pedro: "Que dia es hoy?"
La persona que esta manejando el programa el dia o sea "martes", pero sucede que lo que escribe no se muestra en la pantalla, pero para dar el despiste el programa escribe unas letras que dicen algo como: "Pedro por favor responder:" En este instante entonces la persona escribe la pregunta "Que dia es hoy" y a continuación presiona la tecla "Enter" y por arte de magia pedro responde "Martes" Y woww, alguien queda descrestado, es muy fino.
Si quieren experimentar con el programa y asustar a uno que otro amigo lo pueden bajar de aquí: www.pedroresponde.com.ar
El escrito que encontre del autor fue el siguiente, y lo extraje de la pagina: www.lacoctelera.com, aquí va:
".........Soy el autor del programa Pedro Responde y cada cierto tiempo utilizo varios buscadores para encontrar por dónde anda.
De esta forma he llegado a tu Blog, y quería dejar mi comentario:
El objetivo de mi programa consiste en demostrar que, a veces, ante misterios que no nos podemos explicar (en este caso que Pedro responda) llegamos a creer en cosas que no son.
Muchas veces, trucos similares son utilizados por tarotistas, adivinos, etc. que se aprovechan de quienes, en su buena fe, creen en ellos y les dejan grandes ganancias. Este inofensivo programa sólo es para demostrar que siempre hay una explicación para todo.
Para crear Pedro Responde me basé en un programa similar llamado Wizard , que utilizaba como alma el nombre de Liza . Este programa era para DOS y no funcionaba en Windows, y por eso muchas personas no lo usaban.
Mi trabajo fue crear un programa más fácil de usar, con un entorno un poco mejor, y además incorporarle un módulo de respuestas automáticas ; por eso Pedro puede responder algunas de las preguntas más frecuentes cuando quien lo usa no conoce el truco, o por lo menos intenta evadirlas de la mejor manera posible. Así nace Pedro Responde , publicado en Internet inicialmente en la versión 1.3 y luego en la 2.0.
Realmente no me sorprenden las historias que contás, ya que a diario me llegan consultas e historias increibles desde varios países (en especial Colombia).
Sin embargo creo que es más fácil caer en la trampa del truco de lo que uno se imagina.
Lo que no puedo entender es cómo hay periodistas que opinan públicamente sobre mi sistema sin haber investigado lo suficiente (creyendo aún que es un alma).
Es muy fácil llegar a la verdad, mi sitio Web está posicionado primero al buscar "Pedro Responde" en varios buscadores, y mi dirección electrónica figura en el programa (respondo la totalidad de los mensajes explicando la verdad y la existencia del truco).
Me sorprende también que, en sitios donde aparece la explicación del truco, le hagan preguntas a "Pedro" si hay un espacio para enviar mensajes (ni siquiera leen el contenido de la página).
Finalmente pido que UTILICEN MI SISTEMA CON RESPONSABILIDAD; EL OBJETIVO NO ES ASUSTAR A NADIE, sino el explicado al principio de mi comentario.
Saludos,
Federico G. Vigo
Casilda, Argentina........"




