Email sent..

Sometimes is difficult to accept something.., a something that you have always looked for, dreamed for, worked for, fighted for.... It´s not easy to accept and understand that it won´t be possible at least for now, turn down all of those expectatives that I could have, set them aside....... That´s why I didn´t wrote this email that I should have sent days ago until today...., an email that wasn´t easy to write, to compose... I guess is one of those emails that I think twice before releasing the "Send Email" button..., and that I don´t want to send.., that I don´t want to accept.., but that I have to..., that I must face and accept the way they come no matter how and no matter when and where..
It´s interesting, because I should be feeling sad about it, however I feel ok, but I have to admit that it wasn´t easy to "digest"..
But as I always say when I´m in this kind of situations, when one door gets closed another one gets open, so................................................... I let the rest to your imagination.., because that´s the only place where I can find an answer.

Lava Lamp...

So I´m here, sitting at my new workstation finishing Analisis´s Numerico final work..., looking at my lava lamp bubbling while I try to get new Ideas on how to finish this thing....
There´s also this cold that is making me sneeze the hole day.., I have to admit that mj contributed to it somehow...jajajjaa, I´m not that sure about it..., but I think that my defenses came down after the rush and stressfull that was my life in this las 2 weeks..., in the meantime I´m drinking green tea with honey like a madman to see if I get any better... (I´m pretty sure I will.., it´s not that bad this cold.., it´s just that sometimes I want to make a big think out of a small one..., just teasing you in case you haven´t realized it...)

In the other hand I love my new place of work.., next by the balcony at home.., looking at the threes and again the squirrels..., I definetively like very much my work when I´m near the nature..., and the view it´s just amazing....

ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz Zzzzzzzzzz is not present right now on me and that´s quite extrange because usually I sleep a lot during weekends.., maybe it´s a collateral effect of the green tea ?? Hope so, because if it is (And I think it is) I´ll definetively switch from coffee to tea.

Ok, I shall get back to study !

Black !

I bought this game for xbox 1 week ago and now it´s over..., I thought it was going to be longer.... Awesome game.., I highly recommen it.

Midnight..

It´s midnight.., and I just decided to have a break from my studing session, it feels so quiet, plenty of silence... I like that..., the only sound that I can hear are the keystrokes of this computer..., nothing more nothing less...
I have to confess that I do feel tired these days.., soooo much to study.., soooo much to do.., I just want to finish this university and have a break for a while, enjoy the small things and don´t have to be in a rush all the time..I hate that.
I´d better get going back to studies...

Cursed or Blessed?

This is an open question that came to my mind while I was talking to a friend: Is knowledge a curse or a blessing?
From my point of view I can tell that it´s a blessing, even though it has of course it´s own disadvantages.., I´ve got into a looooot of problems because of "knowledge" but at the same time I´ve got a huge amount of opportunities because of it...., so the answer to my question is that it has as everything a BALANCE (Like I always say), and if you can´t keep that balance then get prepared because problems are going to be reaching you. One good balances one bad.., which is equal to 0 !! So 0 is the answer...., like everything.., just take a look at one of the smallest things on earth: An Atom.., which is composed of positive and negative charges always looking for a balance.., and if doesn´t get it, it becomes something else.....

Short but interesting.

Pico y Placa

I drove out of the university and saw a car standing by the side of the road,
I saw it´s plate and saw that it ended in 0, wich means that it had pico y placa
today, and the "azules" where putting an infraction on him.., and I thought for
myself.., poor lady.., and continued driving..., then I started to think and
realized that today (Wednesday) I have pico y placa, so I had 2 options..., the
first one was to stop, and the second one was to avoid the law and continue on
my way to my office that by the way was quite near... I decided to stop and parked
in an empty spot of a building.., and from there I saw the road that I was supoussed t
to take.., and guess what.., at the end of it were 2 "azules"..., which means
that if I didn´t stop like I did the the most probably thing is that I would
have gotten an infraction......

Hot Chocolate

I´m sitting in my farm..., in a pretty old desk, I think I was used by
my grandma when she was young.., so I can somehow imagine
how old it is..., while it´s raining. The roof
is made of wood, so you can feel every single drop of rain that fall´s over it.
I´m already writing my thesis..., silence is everywhere.., no linghts at all in
the surroundings....
The maid just brought me a cup full of empanadas a and hot chocolate, which is perfect
because I´m kind of freezing... I would rather definetively being by the chimenee but
the thing is that my family is there and there´s a lot of noise, so I won´t be able
to get concetrated.
It´s sad to not be able to be with them, sharing, laughing, and doing all of
the things that they´re doing right now.., because this doesn´t happen quite
often...., instead I need to write this Thesis to be able to get graduated..., which by now is
47 pages long already..., and I have to add to it a lot of things that I haven´t finished
figuring them out already.., so I would say that I´m on a 35% ~ 40% of progress..

In the other hand I was supoussed to start writing again my thesis today at 1:00PM, but after
seeing david´s bicicross competence at the columbus school and getting pretty wet
I was just so tired.., so I just falled asleep until 5:00PM.... I woke up and started
writing it again.. It´s 7:22PM and I think I´ll continue until late in the night.

After 3 hours of typing, I´m posting here again...., and now I´ve written 72 pages non-stop...., which
in my opinion is a good advance....